Me.. as always.. Sino ba kasi ako? :D

Honestly speaking...

i'm not really a good person.. lalo na sa paningin ng mga tao sa paligid ko.. ^^

hmm.. my real name? ^^
isinusuka ko.. haha pangangalan palang yan..
Abegail Llaneta dela Cruz.. 'abby of the cross' in short. :D
simula pa noon.. di na ko marunong tumanggap ng kung ano at sino ako.. ewan ko ba.. masyado kasing mataas ang standards ko.. to the point na pati sarili ko.. hindi ma achieve yung level na yun..
19 years of existence.. hindi yan halata sa height ko.. haha.. nakakatawa mang isipin at tingnan pero.. ang liit ko kaya.. -__-
sabi nila.. maldita at masungit daw ako.. well.. totoo naman yun..
even my mom can't handle my tantrums anymore.

marami akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko.. pero di ko alam pano sisimulan.. minsan naman di ko alam pano tatapusin.

to be precise.. hindi rin naman ako bad.. depende parin talaga sa taong nakakasalamuha ko..
pero swear.. im getting better now.. di na tulad ng dati.. sobrang walang pasensya..
ngayun.. , meron na.. onti.. haha

to the point lang na bawal akong paghintayin ng mga fast food crew.. kasi malamang aawayin ko sila. at .. bawal nila ko pag damutan ng YELO! kasi mag wewelga ako. hahha.. eh kasi naman. -_-

i know.. nobody cares about everything and anything  i do. haha.. pero kahit ganun.. i still have the guts to share and express how i feel.
mabilis akong magtampo, magalit, sumaya at tumawa..

kaya.. konting kembot lang.. boom.. sumasabog ako. hahaha..
ang astig naman sakin eh, kapag umaawat ako sa away.. at nag sasabi ng words of wisdom.. di rin nakakapigil na makipag away din. kapag ako na yung kinanti.eh ganun talaga.
pasaway di ba.. ^^

si mama? takot siyang makipag away sa taong inaaway siya.. kapag kasama nya ko.. kasi, baka ako daw unang masaksak,., kasi, bibira daw ako. :D

akoy tinaguriang war freak. T___T
isisi nyu yan sa papa ko.. na hanggang ngayun ay pinamana pa talaga niya sakin. :D
hay naku.. sundalong maraming fratt.. ayan kasi PAPA! :/

speaking of papa..
wala na siya.. 5 years old palang ako nun.
haha astig nga eh.. 14 years na kong walang padires.. pero keri lang.. may mga kuya naman ako eh.. tas anjan pa si MARK ko.. ^^

sa studies naman.. LIKAS AKONG TAMAD.. kaya akoy di dapat na tularan..
i dont bother to study sometimes.. mula elementary ako.. sasabak ako sa exam ng walang alam.. astig nga eh. kasi nung nag exam ako sa PUP ng EE. hoho.. masakit pa ng bongga yung puson ko nun.. pero.. pasok padin ..
lupet ni Lord eh. ^^

gusto ko naman talagang mag aral ng mabuti.. nakakatamad nga lang..

marami din akong consequence na hinaharap ngayun dahil sa katamaran kjo.. kaya quitzz lang.



mahilig ako mag desyn ng damit.. yung actual.. i love style.. fashionista daw. haha

mahilig din akong magsulat.. este mag type.. :D kaya pag walang keyboard.. di ko na tinutuloy mga naiisip kong storya.
kumakanta din ako.. di nga lang magaling..
sayaw? medyo.. jan nyu nalang ako asahan..
hahaha...

sakitin din ako.. pero pag sabunutan .. walang lagnat lagnat. hahaha

PERO.. Mahal ko si Jesus.. sobra.. hindi lang talaga halata..

sabi nila.. yung pagiging matapang ko daw.. yung aura ika-nga.. front ko lang daw yun.. pero deep inside daw mahina naman talaga ako..

sabi ko naman.. eh anu naman. sa kanila? bahala na.. eh sa eto ako eeh.. may magagawa ba kayu? sila? WALA.. si Lord lang mkakapag bago sakin pati SAINYONG lahat.. :D hohoho


wala akong magawa kaya ko to ginagawa.. tinatamad nadin akong mag type.. kaya stop na muna..

pasaway man at maliit. kyut padin. :D
hindi ko na ipipilit na maganda ako. kasi hindi naman talaga. hahaha

~gaiL10

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Happy 18th Month and Happy BirthDay Gian.. ^^

whup... its our day and my Gian's day today.. ^^ masaya ako.. kasi.. ayan .. masaya kami.. :D

im blessed to have him.. and i wish i made him happy to have me too.. ^^


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Hi mahal ko.. ayan.. 18th month.. tas birthday mo pa.. hahaha... madami pa kong gustong idakdak eh.. kaya sa hard copy nalang yung iba.... sa ngayun. ayan muna..

watch the vids.. ok.. pinag hirapan ko yang lahat. mahirap mag edit pre! at mag isip ng pakulo! alam mu yan. :p yung hindi ako natulog ng almost 24 hours.. mga ganun.. hhahaha... 

salamat ah.. kasi inspirasyon kita.. tamo kung anu-ano naiisipan ko.. kahit mukang ewan lang.. hahaha..

salamat kay ate stepiii... kasi.. siya kumanta nung bgsong.. :D tas sa bahay nila .. ko yan nigawa.. hahaha :D

yung isa hindi... naisipan ko lang yan nung isang gabi. hahahaha

^^ i love you so much!!! 

ENJOY watching... pababa yung pag nuod ah. gang dun sa nauna ko pang post dito.. yung "so excited." hahaha... mwaps... :*

:DDDDD

interview time mamaya. :p hahahaha.. ayusin mu panunood. may QandA portion tayu. :D

(sorry sabog audio! :DDD)

Hi MARK!.. =') i just would like to greet you a happy birthday.. you know i love you so much right? ^^ hmm. happy monthsary too,. yeah! 1 and a half year. at least! we made it. let's make this last for a lifetime.. im always here for you whatever it takes.. and i would strive hard to have the best for the both of us.. let's just continue serving GOD and be strong together.. thank you for everything, for loving me, and doing great things for me. especially for the assurance and faithfulness. mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko ikaw! keep that in mind!  saranghae! =*

  


 "I Won't Give Up"

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No: I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)

God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)

We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)

God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone?

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

[Chorus:]

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

I LOVE YOU MARK! Godbless... ^^

~gail10

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So excited.. =)

Trailer... =) GIANGAIL10 + Gian's Day.

gusto ku ng i public yung vid mismo... hahaha.. =)

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=)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year people.. ^^

Know the real essence of everything! God bless.. =')

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17th Month. =')

DEAREST mahal ko.. 

~>anyeong hasseyo..  moshi moshi... xP ni hao!
,ay ambot.. anyway highway...
walaley.. HAHAHAHA..
HAPPY 17th month..

thank you.
i Love You!
gusto mu ng speech ko?
hindi ka pa ba nagsasawa? hahahaha..
kung gusto mu nun..
edi..

sige.. i Love You! alam mu yan.. AT i kn0w mahal mu ko... eport kung eport eh.. xD
LALU sa customized tablet letter mu? IKAW na magaling mag drawing.. salamat dun. pati sa araw araw na pag intindi sa magulo kong mood, sa pasaway kong trip, at malditang asal.. xD
SA MADALAS na pagtatampo at pang aaway..

at sa..
pag dadaldal ko, na tulad neto.. xD
ok.. PALAGUIN mu mga koleksyon mu ha? yan ang mga master piece ko.. SWERTE MU!! kxe madami kang ganyan.. x] wag mu susunugin ah! bwahahahaha... sana nagustuhan mu ung big Heart Shaped bag tag na GAWA KO! :DDD hahaha oha... may patahi tahi pa kong nalalaman.

aun.... basta....
bawi tayo,.. alam ko namang di tayo pbbayaan ni LORD.. DEVOTION!
patuloy lang us sa pag serve.. AT ayan. mag disciple na. xP ung mga alagad naten.. WALALEY na.. xP

----
ang saya ko.. dahil
meron akong ikaw na...

hatid sundo ako lagi
mas pipiliing magutom kesa ako
papayungan ako pag mainit
tatakpan ulo ko pag biglang umulan
kakainin nalang ibibigay pa sakin
taga kaskas ng yelo ko
laging mag papaalala sa devotion ko
taga baba ng temper ko pag gusto ko nang pumatay ng mga epal
taga punas ng luha ko pag nalulungkot ako
taga bigay ng trip ko pag nag-iinarte ako
pinaparamdam na maganda ako
walang sawang nakikinig sa mga kwento ko
tinititigan ako saka papatawanin pag nagtatampo ako
may concern sa lahat ng ginagawa ko
gustong tumaba ako, as in lumbalumba daw
sinasakyan mga trip
iniintindi mga topak ko
spoiled bratt ang peg ko sakanya
sinusunod mga gusto ko. (YUNG CHRISTMAS GIFT AH! :p)
tumutupad sa pangako
nakakatakot mag taray
lagi akong pinipikon
laging nagpapatawa kahit korneeee
ang galing mangsermon
masayang kasama
hindi ako natitiis
HINDI AKO SUSUSKUAN
HINDI AKO IIWAN
at MAMAHALIN ako Habang Buhay. ~~~ :DD

di ba??? hahaha.. self proclaimed na ba ang peg?

ikaw kaya may sabi nyan. :p

basta.... MAHAL kita... langggaaamm :D bwahahaha...
Happy Monthsary.

UN LANG..

~gaiL10..

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10ved. ='>

 
You mean so much to me.. <3
happy being together. :DDD
will always be. ^___^

~~~ GianGaiL10

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sweeet of us... :')) #16th

every moment we spend together... meant a lot for me,,,
the guy i wanna be with for the rest of my life.. ='>

haha.. we love taking pictures together! xDDD obviously., :p

happy monthsary mark ko. ILOVEYOU!

GianGaiL10 .. =]]]]

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15th month.. GianGaiL =')

You.

When I first met you 
I felt like I had known you forever, 
telling you my secrets 
and what I didn't want ever. 
you listened to me 
I bet you thought I'd never end, 
who would have thought 
we would become more than just friends. 
Over a period of time, 
I got to know the real you. 
A boy so caring and gentle, 
with a heart so true. 
You've survived your life 
with hurt and loneliness by your side. 
I told you I'd never leave 
because of the feelings I have inside. 
I know you 
like no one I have ever known, 
and sometimes I wonder 
what I'd do if you were gone? 
So I have decided 
time answers all. 
If it is meant to be 
time will remove the wall. 
I love the way we are together, 
you can always make me smile. 
Will it ever really be forever? 
I guess I will have to wait awhile. 
Time will reveal, what lies ahead 
but always remember 
what I have said. 
Meeting you has changed my life 
and I really love you so, 
the feelings I feel for you 
I am never letting go. 
Remember me always 
and I will too. 
I always think of 
me and you.


~~ oha.. i just relate.. :p

i love you MARK! =)
Happy Monthsary.. ^^
Rock on!


~~gaiL10

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GianGail's 14th month.. =)

sobrang saya lungs.

kasi... tumatagal kami.. ^^

nothing's gonna stop us now.. :DDD


i Love you Mark!!!!

thanks for being the best of my friends...
thanks for lifting me up..
for the encouragement..
and Love.. :D

samohaeyooo.. jeongmal!!!!

~Gail10

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wanna share this with you. =)

hello. =) i  made this last july...
hiiirrraaap niyan. xDDD hihi

hmm... i heart you Mark!

~gaiL10

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