Monday, July 15, 2013

its just emotions...

masyadong sensitive , at mabilis magtampo... yan ako... hahaha.. im trying to get rid of that.. pero kahit anong gawin ko, ang bilis ko pading maatach sa mga taong binibigyan ko ng atensyon.. kahit na alam ko namang sa huli, di parin nila ko maaapreciate.. or, wala lang silang pake...
what the heck.. oo nga naman.. ano pa bang ginigitgit ko eh, alam ko naman pala...

di ko lang makuha ung logic... people know how hurtful it is to be rejected, ignored, taken for granted.. yet, they kept on doing such... hahaha eto na ba epekto ng sobrang pagka miss ko sa pinakamamahal ko? siya kasi, ramdam na ramdam kong mahal nya ko.. na masaya siya sa mga efforts ko para sakanya... bastaa ganun.. true friend ang peg nya sakin... pinapagalitan ako, inaasar ako... and helping me by just simply being there for me.. 
sana nga.. totoong di siya mawawala sakin... kase, kapag pati siya... ewan ko nalang.. baka sa mental na ko pulutin... 
di ko naman kelangan ng pera o kahit na anong materyal na bagay eh.. 
haha wala na kase eh.. my old friends are gone... forgotten and forsaken me? haha..  even the new ones are not stable.. they've got their own lives that i dont belong.. a mere realization that says.. GO LIVE YOUR LIFE ALONE right there.. and expect people passing by with a heart full of ignorance particularly pertaining to you abby =)
better stop this freaky crap crazy abby..
uuurghhhh...
LORD please shower me lots of authentic buddies............ and make me one and the best... thank you...
-bhie.


gusto ko lang naman malaman kung may mga kaibigan pa bang kayang mag EXERT ng Effort para sakin.. just a heartfelt compassion.. i just wanna be loved... 
haha.. waley.. ang drama ko.. bigti na men.. attention seeker... duh abby!



i hate flashbacks..
mas kahinaan ko pa to kesa sa lablayp. haaay.. 
disappointing.. 

and please let the real ones now stay by me always..



minsan kase... ikaw na nag magandang loob.. ikaw pa masama.... edi ako na.... ako na talaga.. perpekto sila eh. haha

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LABOR CODES AND LABOR CASES! yes... 
focus.. the heck caring about other's butts ABBY!! as if they mind...


-gaiL10


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